Dedicated to the DEA and CDC.
Suffering
shuddering
pain roaring
thundering
overpowering
head hammering
eyes watering
thoughts scattering
body lumbering
no glimmering
time shuttering
heart hardening
life guttering
bad thoughts whispering
pain is poisoning
Please kill me
Just kill me now
I’ve suffered enough
and how
Night time
in the dark
only thing I hear
is my pain bark
If the body you live in
is full of unending pain
what else can you do
but attempt escape?
discarded
disposed of
cast aside
abandoned
rejected
ejected
expelled
banished
Have you always felt
older than your age
older than dirt
more ancient than Earth?
What is time worth?
I can easily
picture myself
on my deathbed
denied pain relief
denied dignity
Frightening
Sorry for the depressing shit, but I ain’t got no bud, and I’m in a lot of pain.