Dedicated to the DEA and CDC.
Suffering
shuddering
pain roaring
thundering
overpowering
head hammering
eyes watering
thoughts scattering
body lumbering
no glimmering
time shuttering
heart hardening
life guttering
bad thoughts whispering
pain is poisoning
Please kill me
Just kill me now
I’ve suffered enough
and how
Night time
in the dark
only thing I hear
is my pain bark
If the body you live in
is full of unending pain
what else can you do
but attempt escape?
discarded
disposed of
cast aside
abandoned
rejected
ejected
expelled
banished
Have you always felt
older than your age
older than dirt
more ancient than Earth?
What is time worth?
I can easily
picture myself
on my deathbed
denied pain relief
denied dignity
Frightening
Sorry for the depressing shit, but I ain’t got no bud, and I’m in a lot of pain.
I won’t like this but I read it and hope you get some relief in the living sense.
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I’m sorry you’re in a bad way. I wish I could help you in some way. What part of you hurts? I have some gifts of healing.
PS really great post, sorry you had to be in such awful pain to get that one out….
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i feel ya.. hope you get some relief sooner rather than later. 😓
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So sorry that you know this
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😦 sorry to hear… Hope you refuel soon. Xo
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And nice way to demonstrating how you feel.
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((( HUGS ))) dear fellow chronic pain sufferer.
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So sorry you have to deal with this. Anyone with pain can relate to your words and the feelings they invoke. It takes strength to be open about this experience, and while it is sad to read other people in your situation need to know they are not alone in feeling this way.
It is a great injustice to deny you something that gives you relief and costs nothing to grow in your windowsill.
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Not depressing, merely expressing. Loved your piece, so very true. I’m sorry you’re in so much pain. I hope something can alleviate it sooner than soon
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