Ride Me

If you’re a man, you’re probably thinking about sex right now. If you’re a women, you’re probably thinking about the bus. 🙂

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If you’re gonna ride, don’t forget to wear protection. 🙂

How many Dilly Bars can one person eat in a day?

Living with intractable pain is boring enough without adding a broken foot to my days. My foot wants me to stay seated for most of the day, while my boredom wants me to go play. Take a walk. Do some cleaning. Make a chocolate cheesecake.

Yes, I made my first chocolate cheesecake and it was delicious. I’m trying to be objective, but I think it was the best cheesecake I’ve ever tasted. Unfortunately, it didn’t last long (no photos), and I’m out of the ingredients to make another. However…

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I found a few Dilly Bars in my freezer, which I broke up and sprinkled with crushed graham crackers. Breakfast of champions.

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I don’t know why I haven’t had this combination before. It’s like I was missing out on something awesome. But, no longer.

How many Dilly Bars can one person eat in a day? I refuse to say. 🙂

Modern day torture

http://www.painnewsnetwork.org/stories/2016/9/12/half-of-patients-have-trouble-getting-pain-meds

Under comments:

David B. 13 hours ago

My doctor is pain management specialist/anesthesiologist, impeccable record, highly skilled & has controlled my pain more than a decade. My dosage has never increased, nor have I asked for it to be. I’ve never failed a random urine test. My doctor has shown genuine care through some rough patches over the years, more like a friend or brother. I was in excruciating constant pain from spina bifida and frozen shoulder from botched post-op care. My life has been full & productive once I found this doctor. Before that I had 2 concrete plans for suicide w/ everything I needed to carry one or the other out–& every intention to do so once my affairs were in order.

Last week, with no warning, my doctor refused to prescribe more than half of the amount I’ve been on almost 11 yrs. I’m in complete shock. I’m trying to stretch the meds out but I’m getting sicker and sicker from withdrawal. I was too shaken to hear all he said but now knowing what the Feds have done, I believe next month he will send me home with nothing. I’m a widower w/ no living children. My late wife and I had two babies– both were born with spina bifida (years before my own “occult” condition was discovered). Our son died at 17 months, our baby girl at just 20 days. We never allowed ourselves another pregnancy.

A chiropractor suspected my occult spina bifida ten years after my year in Vietnam (drafted) and after our babies were born and died. A neurologist diagnosed it. I worked with pain–took a lot of OTC meds that got me thru, until the shoulder surgery mistake landed me in chronic pain that was unbearable. I never imagined my fantastic doctor would betray me, that the country I fought for would do this to me, to so many of us and most likely more to come. As a veteran, in my opinion, this is torture pure & simple.

Never thought I’d say this but I’m GLAD my dad, a WWII vet who spent 3 years fighting the Nazis in Europe, isn’t alive to see what this country is doing to us. And I’m glad my wife, who was my childhood sweetheart, my first and only love, isn’t here to see me like this. If I can’t find another doctor, tho even if I do, how long before he cuts me off too? I can’t live in agony. I won’t. Why should I when in the blink of an eye I can be 100% whole again and with my wife and my little son and daughter? I will pray for all of you.

God help us all.