Voices of pain patients


No Way To Live – I’ve lived with chronic pain for 41 years. I want to die today
Posted by broken on 21 Apr 2012 at 6:34 am

I’ve lived with chronic pain for 41 years. I want to die today. I have 1 methadone, 1 percocet, 4 flexeril & no doctor. I think my lumbar & sacral discs are screwed & I can’t walk. I live in Florida, so I can’t go to the ER without being treated like a junkie. I’ve thought about driving into a tree or off a bridge. I’ve thought about flinging myself off a building. What stops me is the fear I will live through it & then no one will treat me since I have a history of chronic pain. I don’t Dr shop. Hell, I haven’t had a Dr physically touch me in over 5 years. That’s when I lost my insurance & became profiled as a pill seeker.

I can’t live like this & no one cares, that is, if you don’t have insurance. I work full time. I cannot afford to pay a Dr who MAY or MAY NOT give me meds. So. I depend on friends to give me left over pills so I can keep working. I sit here, waiting for the postman, hoping a care pack will arrive today…from a friend who said they mailed it last week. This is no way to live.

degenerative disc disease
Posted by boniferous on 22 May 2012 at 12:27 pm

My doctor is afraid to treat me. Another doctor outside the network diagnosed me with degenerative disc disease. It is so bad I worry I will be paralyzed soon. But, then, the pain would be gone so that is good. Sometimes I wonder how I can make myself paralyzed to end it. Anyway, he’s taking me off the pain meds, diagnosed me with fibromyalgia and given me those pills instead. I have enough of them left to kill myself. I cannot find another doctor with the cahones to treat me humanely and help ease my suffering. There are not enough drugs to end the pain, trust me. Had 4 kids. At least child birth came with “breaks” in between labor pains… seriously this is wicked shit and right now I wish I were a drug addict so I could help myself survive. So, probably, there will be another on the ticket but I am damned well not going out without a big bang and a bunch of law suits against some serious losers who call themselves doctors.

Traci Ideas
Posted by Jason on 20 Nov 2014 at 12:11 pm

There are countless pain related websites and are all pretty much a place where we can write about our ailments and complain until our heads explodes. What chronic pain sufferers need is ONE voice for all

If you don't comment, I'll just assume you agree with me

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